Tuesday, November 30, 2010

journaling my christmas.



Yet another online class I am taking through Shimelle.com! 
I am so thrilled for this class to start tomorrow! I want a way to remember and cherish the holidays, and this seems to be a great fit for me.

In the past few years I have grown so disenchanted with the consumerism during the holidays. Besides the fact that I am not a shopper--I would much rather make gifts than buy them, and would also rather receive handmade gifts as well, thank you very much--it just seems to me that the lists, the shopping, the busy-ness of the holidays becomes this ridiculous, unavoidable plague that makes us dislike Christmas. I would do away with all the shopping and getting and receiving if I could... But what kind of schmuck would I be to show up to the relatives' and have nothing to give anyone?

Such a vicious cycle. This year, I am breaking it. I want the shopping and going and doing to mean something, to  be more, to be an aside to what else I am doing this Christmas. I want Christmas not to be so empty. I want to celebrate all that Christmas is, and all that it means for us as humans--that God gave His Son, and His Grace and abundance are real in our lives because of it. That HOPE is found in that little baby boy Jesus, and it is a hope to be shared throughout the generations. So Journal Your Christmas is a way for me to stop. To think about the Hope that is in Him. To take it all in. to delight in the joy of who God is, and that He was one of us. To celebrate CHRIST. My journal this year will be a way for me to share and express my joy and praise for the God who came to Earth so he could have relationships with us.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

therapy.

Today was a doozy of a day--from coworkers who like to act like six-year-olds,  to sitting an hour and a half in traffic for what turned out to be a totally useless interview--things were just frustrating. The things I "had control" over went ok-- I got ahead of schedule on my work  and got a lot of sleep (not at work, last night!)-- but the little things I could do nothing about were for some reason just SO bothersome, and I couldn't shake them off.

So I came  home and cleaned the entire kitchen just to release some energy. But that wasn't enough. So after venting to Hubs in what probably sounded to the neighbors like completely REAMING him (do I mention how patient this man is in every blog I write? I think I do)...

I cooked. Cauliflower Onion Linguine. Don't knock it til you try it. Recipe below, although I recommend leaving out the red pepper flakes and just opting for regular cracked pepper. Too much of a strong thing, I think. Oh, also-- pine nuts are great, so if you have 'em, throw 'em on there like it says. And, congratulations on spending $21 a pound on some stupid nuts.

Anyway...

Something about creating that meal, focusing only on that, having so much to do but orchestrating and timing it perfectly so that it all comes out exactly how it ought, is such a cathartic and therapeutic process.

The pasta was done al dente. The cauliflower was crisp, but not tough. The breadcrumbs were crunchy and toasty-flavored. Ahhhh. I made something, and did it well. So satisfying.

I probably sound like Remy from Ratatouille right now, but, since he was one of my inspirations to start cooking (no, I am not joking, that movie was amazing!), it makes sense. I think it again just goes back to creating, and enjoying our creations (like obedient cauliflower), just as our Father created us, and delights in us when we do as He desires.

Lessons from Linguine--hey, he's from Ratatouille, too! Look at me writing all themed-like!

Here's the recipe, from Food Network Magazine:


Ingredients

  • Kosher salt
  • 12 ounces linguine
  • 4 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
  • 2 cloves garlic, minced
  • 1/4 cup panko (Japanese breadcrumbs)
  • 1/2 cup fried onions, chopped
  • 4 cups cauliflower florets, roughly chopped
  • 1/2 to 1 teaspoon red pepper flakes
  • 1/4 cup grated parmesan cheese, plus more for topping
  • 2 tablespoons chopped fresh basil
  • 1/4 cup pine nuts

Directions

Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil. Add the pasta and cook as the label directs. Reserve 1 cup cooking water, then drain the pasta. Return to the pot and toss with 1 tablespoon olive oil.
Meanwhile, heat 2 tablespoons olive oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add the garlic and cook about 30 seconds. Add the panko and fried onions and cook, stirring, until lightly toasted, about 3 minutes. Transfer to a plate; wipe out the skillet.
Heat the remaining 1 tablespoon olive oil in the skillet over medium-high heat. Add the cauliflower and cook until the edges brown, about 4 minutes. Add the red pepper flakes and toast 30 seconds. Add the reserved pasta water and cook until the liquid is reduced by half and the cauliflower is crisp-tender, about 1 more minute.
Add the pasta, onion mixture and parmesan to the skillet and toss. Season with salt. Top with the basil, pine nuts and more parmesan.


ENJOY!